Thanks for being real friends.
I had a mental breakdown (I think) today because I HATE college and school, and the people there are just fake… a lot of people do drugs there and I’m like, WTF?! I had 100 followers on my main Instagram, now I have 30. What is the point of having them if they don’t even like you.
I try to make my pictures look professional because I actually go out with my tripod and I take my time with it! People look at me and they probably think "what is that ugly motherfu*ker doing, (joking, I think I’m cute). I’m being creative with my time, that’s what! So yeah, I removed them from my life, and I don’t do drugs to solve my problems! I wait it out!
I don’t know when I’m leaving college, May, July, but there is too much work, TOO much and I had a really bad panic attack because I was going to be a little late, I had to wake up straight away instead of slowly waking up, and I cried my way to college because what is the point of being stressed when I hate it there, I dunno why I care, I shouldn’t. I’m fine now but, I can’t wait for Byte and what it could do for a lot of people. Thank you for being out there, you all are real friends.
(My friend Daniella has been the most real to me IRL too. Thank you, friend.)