only time i was hoping for covid.
i wanted to make this for everyone being so supportive and because all i can do right now is hurry up and wait and i love you all. you’re my only friends.
today my mom went to the hospital with stroke-like symptoms only to find out she has a 2.3cm tumor on the right side of her brain. that’s really all we know for now. she is currently in the icu alone because i am not allowed to stay with her due to covid.
they have her on steroids to reduce the swelling. MRI at some point this morning and then likely an operation and months of treatment. she is speaking with just a slight slur. she can’t really feel her left arm which she keeps referring to as her dead arm. a bit confused. very tired. they won’t let her eat yet because they want to make sure she doesn’t choke.
there is not much we can do but wait for more information. i am laying in bed angry that i can’t be there and make sure i can communicate with doctors.
send good vibes to my mom. she needs them.