Im just gonna flat out say it: I’m not okay. I spiral out of control literally every few days. These manic episodes are getting worse and I cant even cry anymore lol.
This community is big, but it’s still small enough that for the most part, many of us talk and share sometimes personal stuff with each other, so I know that a lot of the users on this app, are also not okay and can somewhat relate to myself. I know it’s probably the best to seek professional help when it comes to mental health and depression, But I think there is some beauty and comfort in knowing that so many of us come to this app for an outlet where we can share a laugh, or a smile or two by watching and/or creating bytes.
Also the fact that so many of us are actually connecting on deeper levels outside of byte is just so surreal; but it’s happening right in front of my eyes. So my point here is that clearly Im not alone in what seems to be a never ending battle with my demons, but coming to this app and talking to my new friends, it helps. Does it fix it? Maybe not. But does it make it better? Yes. And even if it’s a little, I’d take that any day
So I end this with: “high guys Im rommie and I’m A MESS” LMAO. But I’m working on it. fixes crown for the 5th time
Ps anyone reading this just know you have a friend in me! You can always reach out to me! (Even if we don’t speak on the daily) I’ll always do my best to respond when I can!
You’ve made it this far, keep going