I think the taboo in our society against any behavior that might be considered selfish, egotistic, or narcissistic, prevents people from giving themselves credit, loving themselves, growing, admiring something we have created, etc… It’s a slippery-slope when we even might feel guilty as though there is something wrong with watching our own loops over and over whether for self-critique or admiration. There is a satisfaction I have with watching my own loops. But it comes with knowing the efforts, passion, and expression behind the creation of them.
I wouldn’t worry about being obsessive. There is a process we go through, including an obsessive process, sometimes a “don’t give a f” process, many possibilities and over time we learn and find the right balance for the moment. I allow myself to go through whatever I am feeling at the moment and let it come through the expression. There are times I end up deleting something that just doesnt sit right with me but those occasions have reduced over the years as I’ve cultivated my process.